minty

same date 3 months back, it was minty too. i think i've liked such shades forever. maybe it's gotta do with the colour of the uniform of the 'missy' at the hospital. or the hue of the wall of my first home (where there might exist a clean patch w/o me and my bro's work of art). even the quilted bag's of this tint, which i didn't notice initially.   

i really would like to replace the cellphone but i'm being wasteful since i just had it replaced not too long ago. i have to confess i have a new thing to worry about now. the economy bounced back too soon; i was feeling cocooned in the valley but it seemed we're out of the woods already. not a good thing, if you ask me. things seemed to operate differently in this country. the property prices never dipped but crept up when elsewhere it was downhill. it's really hard for many of us. my heart sank when i read MM Lee's remarks in the small daily. he just has to let out a fart and the wind sends people and things scrambling. not from the smell, if you get my drift. sometimes, i really wonder how long i can stay in this place. the last time i felt this way, it was his son's message at National Day some years back. i'd felt truly threatened.

i can only trust in my Father's providence. in His mercy, i will have a space in Goshen.