zard

what does this word mean?

"An annoying person. Especially one who has little self awareness."

i never heard of this word until quite recently. from one friend. the same friend used it on me just now as i recounted to her one of the few mistakes i made these past months. sigh. i feel very zardly about my zardness. [i don't think my friend ever knew the real meaning of the word, lol.]

  still on zardness. so i'll talk about this dress. it's so zard, init? on me, that is. i didn't think it'd be so obviously un-me. i walked into the office and almost immediately comments shot off on my back and front. i was quite zarded. not at my colleague and what they said. i guess i was annoyed that i should've known better that it won't work on me. tbh, i was very self-conscious the whole time i was in public. not entirely because it's a girlie dress but because it's a dress from a local blogshop (read this post on my personal opinion of blogshop clothes). i had in mind to wear a skirt with it to un-girlify it but i didn't as it was very warm.

i might sell it if i still can't get past myself being seen in a bs dress. i still have a couple of bs dresses waiting to be worn. i'm having 2nd thoughts now.

^this is better, yes? and it cost under ten bucks.