算了

more drama at the office. this time one uncle asked me why i cut my hair this way. he asked it in mandarin, i could take it negatively. the message seemed to say: why did you do this to yourself? the other question he asked was whether this style's in trend.

i suppose i shouldn't be surprised that he'd thought so. cos i was one of those at the office who recently chopped off her locks; unfortunately i was the most recent 'copycat'. they seemed to have forgotten that i was the first to change my hairstyle two months back, and then the slew of dramatic hairstyle changes on other ladies followed. did i call them copycats? why should i? why should anyone??! 

i wish i should've just cut it real short the last time (it was indeed my plan but i had to chicken out). if only to escape all these. i've been inundated with 'accusatory' questions and statements if i was inspired by the other ladies and that i copied those actresses' styles in korean dramas (which i don't care for). well yes, i was  certainly inspired by what i've seen, and ok lah i'd  confess to being a copycat if that'd make them happy. how's it that i couldn't ever be capable of thinking up those things they came up with? am i abnormal or what?  

anyway i've been hoping that the hair turned up exactly the way it did on the next day after the cut. here, i styled it a little, and tucked the sides behind my ears, so there's more volume at the top, but because my locks are quite heavy, they'd collapse by day's end and end up looking asymmetrical, as shown in the last picture. on some days, the shape could look roundish (tsk). 

apart from that, i've been quite contented. i think i might even have finally found my look.

p/s: awesome responsibilities on this day.