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i always feel that my shoulders are too narrow.

so i always feel like a rugby player when i wear clothes like this one. 

not that the top's made too wide, of course. i'm sure it'll sit slightly differently on someone with the 'best' proportions? i think i'm a bit lopsided so the 'flap' is drooping over one shoulder.

but honestly i'm quite thankful that my proportions aren't too bad. i mean, sure, if i get to change how i look, you bet i can list down a fair bit of things i want changed. 

this is one of the tops that the guru said i should try. it can be worn with the 'sleeves' ruched up by two straps sewn at the top of them. i just tucked them inside the top since i didn't want to use them. it's kinda weird. cos the straps would peek out under the armholes sometimes. i could tie them to my bra straps but i suspect something's still gonna peek out... maybe from the neckline.

what should i do about the straps?