wherever you go

无论我到哪里，都要顺服。
无论我到哪里，都要忠心。
我主我的上帝，你是君王，
我要永永远远，来赞美你。

http://www.donghaeng.net/english/duty/duty.swf

we sang this as the last worship song at today's service. it was rather inpromptu. the visiting pastor joked that she translated the korean lyrics herself.

my SIL was the first who introduced me to this site. she's serving at the church's young adults ministry. she told me this clip always gave her incredible comfort when she felt discouraged. i could tear at almost every clip. i'm just extremely thankful there's ONE thing that never ever changes. He is who He is and that's why i'm still here.

Now stay with me forever more...

did you get the operative word? my SIL told me her prayer's always that she never lets Him go, no matter what happens. to live apart from Him is to be dead. 

it just occured to me as i watched the clip again: i asked to feel His hug at the altar today (and this was before the sermon, followed by the worship song above), just as how the ex would hug me and i'd feel as if everything's fine. it's of course wishful thinking or self-denial on my part. it was outside His will since the start. yet He'd preserved me all this time. 我要永永远远来赞美你，直到你再来！