哪儿有吃一辈子的宴席？

人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。何况是人呢？

天下没有不散的宴席，天下不是事事都那么美好的。
总要有离别，总要有悲伤的事情。

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J has finally left the organisation and her 'parting words' for me was one of the lemonade quotes.

being me, i looked inwards again at my inability to be positive. about things. about life. i hadn't taken offence. i guess people can't help but think so about me and such a quote should help me deal with it. what's ironic to me is that i don't think i complain or whine as often as some people do (or so i imagine). so i believe i do make lemonade, or i try to, when i'm handed a lemon.      

i dunno if that was why J gave me the quote (don't overthink on this like me, J, if you're reading this). i can only say i've been very aware of it and i've been struggling with it all for a very long time now. not a few times did i wish i could be with Jesus in eternity already. i'm just so tired of being me.      

all the best in your journey hereafter, J. there'll be more goodbyes on the road ahead. i apologise if i come across cold. perhaps it's my method of dealing with life's many lemons ;)