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is it true what they say about higher suicide rates during holiday seasons? regardless, i think i could understand what might one go through when hit by the blues.

this is really outta the blue. my spirits were actually quite high. the long weekend's here and i finally got something to do with the break. i even had the urge to go clubbing after i read on i-s that velvet underground's back. since when did it go away? ha ha. i really do missing dancing.

i missed my fave double-decker bus as i got out of the office building. so i thought i'd take the train tonight. then i thought why not try out the circle line! bad move but that's not the point of this post. as i walked to bras basah, i think i got an epiphany. i was thinking, if i'd managed to buy a nest near town, what good is it for me to reach home early? what's so bad about taking a long journey home with a trainful or busful of people? do i really need the convenience? i'd be going back to an empty nest anyway, right?

because of the bad move, i missed seeing my niece and playing with her.

is this it until the Lord calls me home?