counter public sphere

all pictures from The Everyday | EverydayNeeds

i'm still pining, i mean pinning furiously even if i have almost stopped checking the fb account where more people know me whether deeply or shallowly. i feel better. does it affirm that something about me? that i should delight in inhabiting places where nobody knows me, where i don't feel stifled? i have also begun reaching out to more colleagues offline, who aren't my friends on fb. i think some of them are on fb and maybe they think like me? a friend was sharing how she felt bad for excluding some people from complete access to her photos. i told her i won't understand because i don't have an audience in the first place. can you count the number of ironies here?

the photos above really got me. such that i'd blog a post, haha. maybe they tell me that i'm after all a sentimental fool for some distant past. i wonder if this is the mountain style. i think it's more retro, no? but not to the point of kitschy, kwim? i love the clear upper cabinets and the wood laminates (i think so because they look like formica to me). i suddenly hate my current kitchen. lol.