petrified

formica

do you know how much i wanna redo the wardrobe laminates and the wall colours? i can only blame myself. have i ever told you what happened? sigh. it's water under the bridge. until i saw this wall treatment and then i was hopeful. but i forgot that it's just wishful thinking. as if i could just say i want it and it's done for me. maybe i should've just engaged that architect guy to do what i cannot do. i imagine i'd still be unsatisfied even if i have all the money in the world to redo the house. something must be wrong with me.

so i'll just target the more doable daydreams then.